darkness pain:

08-21-1985

Italy

You were my sun, you were my earth but you didnt know all the ways I loved you, no So you took a chance, made other plans But I betcha didnt think that they would come crashin down, no You dont have to say, What cha did I already know, I found out from HIM now theres just no chance with you and me there will never be dont it make you sad about it you told me you love me Why did you leave me all alone now you tell me you need me When you call me on the phone Girl I refuse you must have me confused with some other guy the bridges were burned now its your turn,To cryMusic: Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold To you, I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hopeWhatImInto: So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair?MyDreams: hope i will have my real love someday IN MY DREAMS GOD IS TALKING TO ME IN MY DREAMS I AM DOWN ON MY KNEES IN MY DREAMS I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE LET MY SOUL REST IN PEACE